Dick Clark Studios · Newhouse School, Syracuse
No. 16 · What Comes Next
This photograph was taken a long way from Avignon — in a corridor outside the Dick Clark Studios at Syracuse University, in the Newhouse building where Anna Christine learned her craft. The walls are not limestone. They are lacquered orange, cut by long curves of light that sweep up and over and down again, and the floor is terrazzo, not cobblestone.
Nobody would mistake it for the south of France. But it shows the one thing the red door at No. 22 could not: what it looks like on the other side.
After the Red Door
The Dick Clark Studios, part of the Newhouse School’s studio and innovation center, are named for a Syracuse graduate of 1951 who moved back in with his parents in Utica after college, started over in small-town radio, and found his life’s work a few years later in Philadelphia, on American Bandstand. A small-town kid who found himself in Philadelphia. I know that story.
I borrowed the phrase from Arthur Brooks. The abilities that make a young surgeon — speed, pattern recognition, steady hands — rise early, peak, and decline. A second kind of intelligence — judgment, perspective, the gift of explaining — rises later and keeps rising. The trick is to step from the first curve to the second in time.
After thirty years of restoring sight in western New York, my last day in the operating room comes in January 2027. I would rather leave while the hands are still steady and the work is still good than wait for someone to tell me it is time.
Richard Ambrose, Thomas Gerteisen, and Edward Jaeger each saw something in me before I could see it myself. If the second arc holds what I hope it does, it holds a classroom — and the chance to do that for somebody else.
More time on the bike, more mornings on the golf course — and longer winters in the Arizona desert, on roads I have ridden many times and never tire of.
Nancy, who carried us through the early years and has walked every step of the road beside me — and now, finally, the time to enjoy it together. Four children with lives of their own, and more time to spend in them.
“For forty years every important thing in my life arrived as a door. This time there is nothing to knock on.”
I call this part of my life the second arc. It is not an ending. It is a jump from one curve to another, and I intend to land on my feet.
The most useful thing I own now is not my hands but what thirty years taught them. Spending that well — teaching it, sharing it, passing it on — seems like the right way to begin.
Look at the photograph again. There is no door in it. For forty years every important thing in my life arrived as a door — significant, slightly forbidding, closed until I knocked. The pharmacy in Bradford. The application to Jefferson. The Match Day envelope. The red door at No. 22.
This time there is nothing to knock on. The way is already open, the light bends on ahead, and all I have to do is walk.
Roads Ahead
The red doors were closed until I knocked. These stand open and lit — one for each trip of the second arc.
Arizona
February in the desert — gravel rides and golf in the sun.
View the Arizona Calendar →Antarctica
The bottom of the world, and the farthest door yet.
Photography
For thirty years my work was looking closely — at the eye, at the light, at what was really there. Photography is the same habit pointed outward. It has been part of my life for a long time, and on the second arc it gets the attention it has always deserved. A few recent favorites are below — use the arrows to move through them; the full collection, past work and new, lives in my photography gallery.
Past work and new — added as it is made